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Personal Ramblings…
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Technology Note
Idiots: I am using a Laptop with an Intel Silver Pentium Processor, 4 GB RAM, 128 GB SSD, and a Cellular Hotspot (4G/5G), You are Slowing Everything Down, as Too Many of You are Trying to Live Mimick my Laptop!!!
17 MAY 25
Early day, again, as it’s ~0330 now. It is what it is… I got a good 4 hr block of sleep, and will go back to bed in a few…
Randomness
- When you ‘Clear Out’ a Level of Inspector Generals, IGs, the next Level “up” Automatically Intervenes.
- I think, Historically, 45 – 47, will ‘denote’ The Worldwide Civil War in The Military Industrial Complex.
- From my Perspective, I was ‘Retired’ and just hanging out, trying to Enjoy Life. (Policy, Procedure, Protocol)
- I ‘Offered’ to Help circa March 2020 when things went Crazy, and I provided many Counter Points.
- I thought I ‘Handed Off’ again in October 2020, then things got really crazy… Inexplicably so…
- The START Treaty, Treaties, have “Eyes Only” Sections, Read Only, which some are being “Shown” Tonight.
- I have Historically posted much Information after waking up, from a nap or sleep. Therefore, Obviously, Inspired.
- Why is it when I turn on my cell phones, iPhone and Galaxy, my Implants ‘Activate” almost Instantly.
- I unplugged the Landline Phone in this Apartment, as it kept Connecting/Disconnecting, with an Annoying Beep.
- Idiots, when the WiFi in this Apartment was Set Up, they set you up, as they used Non-Matching WiFi Names.
I am going back to bed now, and try and get some more sleep. I will at least get some much needed rest, especially once the Paracetamol and Naproxen finish kicking in again. I tried to tell you all, I just ‘work’ here on Earth, as The START Treaty is a Worldwide Assignment, which the Idiots ignored; and ‘assumed’ that they had Worldwide Authority too, which I never had at all, just the ability to support worldwide activities, investigations. If you do not mind, I am going to try and rest, so leave me alone, as the Memory Recalls, that you are forcing upon me, include Horrendous and Mentally Disturbing and Destabalizing Events, which is why I do not like to have to remember them. Believe me, you do not want to know about these Events. Therefore, STOP probing me and asking questions, as you will not like the Answers that you get, as Gabbard is finding out, START Treaty related.
16 MAY 25
WTF, Temper Tantrums, now Knowing I “Legally” gave everything away, the Nothing that I own! Trying to Kill me right now at 1010!!!
Note
The start to today has not been fun, as some assholes have been trying to give me a heart attack all morning, which is rediculous!!! WTF!!! You all “assumed” that I was a Rich Man; so, it is not my fucking Problem you are fucking Stupid; and this is Hysterical… On Paper, the Doctors have Diagnosed, questionably, me as being a Paranoid and Delusional Schyzophrenic. Therefore, if you were taking everything that I said and did as “Gospel” or as “Fact”, then: WHO IS INSANE!!! I don’t think you have a Prayer of Being able to use me as your Defense in Court!!! How is that for some Crazy Ass Bullshit!!! Right… SRI, CIA, NSA, Yellow Berets, Boston Massholes, etc. Let’s see you Explain yourselves now you One Brain Celled Dumbasses, and Pieces of Shit!!!
Idea for Basic Sustenance Program (Not Basic Income)
My Personal Issues with a Universal Basic Income are: 1. How do you Teach People to Value things? 2. How do you Teach People of the Value of Family? 3. How do you Teach People the Value of Work and/or Community Service? Those are three good points to start with for my idea. I have thought about this for a while now, and there are Articles, Documents, on the Articles page. What you will see Reflected in this Proposal is focus on: 1. Basic Needs. 2. Time for Faith. 3. Family Values.
Proposal
| Assumptions | |||
| Universal Healthcare | Public Transportation | Public Services | |
| ***Very Low Cost or Free | |||
| Definitions | |||
| Basic Needs is Defined = | Shelter (Home or Apartment) | Sustinence (Food and Water) | Clothing (Decent Clothing) |
| ***Work for the Extras | |||
| Goals | |||
| No Need to Work | Promote Parenting | Promote Marriage | |
| Ideas for Name | |||
| Allowance | Stipend | Share (my example) | Dividend |
| *NO to Universal Basic Income | |||
| Share Program | |||
| Category | Number of Shares | Paid Bi-Weekly | |
| Single Adult, Single Parent | 1.0 | Enough for Basic Needs | |
| Child, each Child | 0.5 | Promotes at Home Parenting | |
| Two Adults, Two Parents | 2.0 | Promotes Marriage | |
| Two Adults, Two Kids | 3.0 | Promotes Family | |
| Two Adults, Four Kids | 4.0 | Promotes Marriage and Family | |
| Special ‘Share’ Categories | |||
| Extra Shares for…. (flexible) | Special Needs Children | Special Needs Seniors | Unique Situations |
| Extras Notes (Value Teaching) | |||
| Car Not Included, It is Extra | Go Earn the Extra Money | Use Public Transportation | Use Driver or Delivery Service |
| Home Ownership is Extra | Share Should Cover Rental | Go Earn the Extra Money | Allows Stay at Home Parenting |
| All Other Extras | Save up for the Expenses | Helps Teach Budgeting | Helps Build Communities |
Nightcap
It is ~2020 Hrs, and I am exhausted, even though I spent most of the day resting and sleeping. The move the last two days was brutal on me, and I was carrying a lot of water weight, bloating, from my heart being so weak. I am better now; yet, still swollen. Thankfully, I do not have much to do tomorrow. I will go to the store, about 200 meters away, and get some odds and ends. I can’t get everything that I would like to get, what little it is at this time, as I only have 80 Euros left to get me through the month. Se La Vie. I will make it work; however, some things will have to wait… I have been through far more difficult times. At least as of yesterday, I have a decent, actually nice, apartment again, as I had been a Vagabond, sort of homeless for over 6 months, since mid December. Sad, yet True! I am paid up through the End of the Month, and should get Paid at the beginning of the month; and that would take care of me for at least another month. Day-by-day, month-by-month, even hour-by-hour some times, is how I have lived since Summer 2000, after the assholes “Dumped me Out in the Cold” after some asshole blamed me for thier Fuck Up on a Job…
Note on the Unversal Healthcare Program for the USA, as written in the Table. I covered this in the book too, My Two Cents, from November 2019. As all the Baby Boomers will be over Age 65 by 2029, in under four years, Medicare, Medicaid, and VA alone will comprise almost 60% of All Health Care Spend in the USA; therefore, it should be easy to switch over to a Universal Health Care System, considering that in 2010, that number was only around 40%. The easiest way to do it? Block Grants by Hospital, and Require that Hospitals utilize the Government Pay Scales, for All Employees, including Administrators, Doctors, Nurses, etc.; and Most Importantly, make it a Requirement that All Employees of the Hospital be Hospital Employees, and NOT Contractors for any reason at all, as that is how Hospital Systems have been Ruined Today. 1. Nobody actually works for the Hospital, as they are all Contract Workers. 2. The Hospitals ‘do not’ even Own or Maintain thier Own Buildings, nor Any of the Hospital Equipment Today. 3. The Pharmacy’s inside the Hospitals are Profit Centers and Outsourced, instead of Helping Provide Low Cost Medications to Hospital Patients, etc. Basically, many of Today’s Hospital Systems are “Literally Ghost Corporations” designed to make a small gorup of People very Rich, through Payroll and/or Profit, including Board Positions; and Provide No “Real” Community Benefit!!!
I am done ranting and I have been running to the bathroom for #2, taking shits, like I have not done since back after my ER Visit in Frisco, TX, after being drugged at Happy Hour at Fleming’s Steak House in Plano, TX, and waking up at the Texas Health, Frisco, TX, ER, many hours later in the middle of the night. Why would they do a Syphilis Test on a Dead Man showing up in the ER. Yes, I was listed as Dead; but woke up hours later in a Lab or Suppply Room, by myself, until some pissed off Nurse showed up, cut off my red long sleeve shirt, gave me a hospital shirt, then dumped me in a cab, as I was uninsured at the time, at least the Jet Taxi got me Home. What a fucking night… What did they Inject me with? I’d like to know, as I think it was Nano-Bots, considering I watched a large lump roam around my legs for about an hour, before running to the bathroom to shit like crazy. I suspect: DARPA, IARPA, ARPA-H, Yellow Berets, SRI, and who knows who else, as they also put something in my throat, voicebox, and have tried to choke me to death, when I eat, for over a decade! I learned how to be an asshole, and how to swallow hard, as a Fuck You to them!!!
Oh, I must have just pissed them off, as they just made me kick the chair with my right foot. They are fucking pussies!!! They LOVE to BE GOD and KILL EVERYBODY with thier Tech Toys; but can’t even handle an Old Man like me, who knows thier Technology better than they do today!!! Believe me, they are all going down!!! In fact, most are already gone; so, there are just a few CUNTS left, as Men know when to STOP, while WOMEN will BURN EARTH to Prove a Fucking Point, that they are Never Wrong!!! Pure Evil!!! I have been dealing with this Bullshit for Far Too Long!!! They do not realize, this was first tried in 1987, Army National Guard, and it was a Disaster, all but me are already Dead, and I’m only 55. It never worked, even then, worse with this 2018 attempt by the Chair Force and Space Farce. Oh, Yes, they have been Dying too; and worse, they used Women this Time!!! I can only imagine, Birth Defects, Infertility, Miscarriages, etc. etc. etc. However, you can’t convince these Cunts that they made a Mistake!!! Sadly…
I am going to bed, as it is past 2100, and I am fucking tired… I already know that “With Care”, my Life Expectancy is maybe 10 years; and Without Care, I have already Outlived my Life Expectancy!!! I spent two decades working in the healthcare space; so, I know my shit!!! I forgot to mention… The Frisco, TX, Incident was the night of 3 Nov 2021 into 4 Nov 2021; and the fuckers took my car, towed it away; and made sure that I could never get it back, by bashing in the front quarter panel of the car, 2012 Blue Chevy Malibu. It just goes to prove that they are Truly the Biggest CUNTS Imaginable, and they all believe that they “Are God” Incarnate!!! It is also why they like to color thier hair Grey, Pleiadian Style; and by the way, every Culture has Assholes!!! I know my shit…
Speaking of, WTF is up with Tulsi ‘Gobble Gobble’ Gabbard and her Grey Hair Rank? She should have gotten a Promotion by now… Seriously, she must be Totally Incompetent. I wonder, was she the cunt in 2020 that got her LTC Promotion, as I was being utilized by some cunt to communicate at the time, meaning I got tag along. Surprise!!! I even remember having to put a 25-year Career “Far Junior Officer’ asshole in his place years ago, as he showed off his tiny Necklace Award for his 25th Anniversary of Service, when my Team and I walked in on him being a Dick to what he thought was his Team, just new additions to my ‘then’ Team, as I handed off to New Leadership, and he “ran”, aka white lightning, when he saw my Rank,as my Years of Service Necklace was Huge compared to his; so, WTF!!! Yeah, yeah, yeah… Who knows, these are just Memories… I think… Yes, I have Memories of Working “All Over the World”, including Hawaii. However, this is really Important, it is here in the Azores that Exist all the “Markers” from ‘my’ Past Jobs, going back to the 1980’s!!! São Miguel Island and Terceira Island, for the most part. Anyway, it’s now way past 2100… Bedtime…
15 MAY 25
Well, I got some great sleep, until ~0400, over 6 hours straight… I am Not Ranting, so read…
Depleted Uranium and Unpredictable Outcomes (Instability)
I saw this story this morning: Russia’s ‘poor weapons handling’ likely caused the massive blasts that wiped out much of its 105-ton ammo depot: UK MOD I then did a web search, and here is more information: European Commission Public Health and U.S. Environmental Protection Agency and Wikipedia Depleted Uranium. My “First” thought was that they were Storing Depleted Uranium Weapons in the Facility, and as Depleted Uranium (more than just Uranium) is Unstable, that must have been the “cause” of the Explosion, then igniting more Explosions…
Important… Remember, America “Does Not” allow the Recycling of Uranium, the Recycling of Nuclear Reactor Spent Fuel, the Recycling of Spent Fuel from Navy Vessels, etc. Therefore, if the Military Industrial Complex Manufacturers are utilizing “Depleted Uranium”, what are they actually utilizing??? Answer: UNKNOWNS!!! How many Radioactive Isotopes? How Stable? What are their Decay Rates? What happens when they Decay at Unpredicatable Intervals? How many Types of Catalysts are Present? etc. etc. etc.
I will continue… Even “if” you are Recycling the Uranium, the Uranium that is supposedly utilized for Depleted Uranium Weapons Systems is beyond comprehension, and the mixing of so many unknown Chemicals, Radioactive Materials, Catalysts, etc. will ALWAYS produce Unknown Outcomes!!! It is not just the “Dust” that is Radioactive!!! Once the weapons are made and the Radioactive Material starts Decomposing, aka Decaying, the result is a Radioactive Environment, Unpredicatable, as it will depend on what Batch of Spent Fuel was utilized for each and every Batch of Weapons, as some will be Highly Unstable!!! I am just teaching Basics… Your own Scientists can Teach you much more than you can Imagine, and it WILL Scare you all Immediately!!!
New Location
Well, it is almost 0900; and I am remembering that old US Army commercial: “In the Army, we do more before 9 am, than most people do all day!” I think the old commercials were better, my opinion. Anyway, this new locations is Great, as I just realized, it is nearly “impossible” to get in or out of the building, even the street and alleys, without being Noticed and Trapped. It is Awesome! From my perspective, it is a Huge Bonus. The apartment has a modern refresh, update, and is very comfortable; and very simple, with high ceilings, as that is how they used to build, all great bonuses. If I need anything, there are 3 major grocery stores within 500 meters, dozens of of small shops and restaurants, health care, government offices, banks, etc. all in about 200 to 400 meters. There is even a Fresh Food Market where I can literally buy the Catch of The Day and Fresh Produce and Fruit!!! Very Old School and Amazing!!! This is what ‘used to be meant’ by City Living, not what has happened, as City Living is now Glorified Prison Life, like in the USA. I think that is why I was able to get some sleep last night. I did get screwed with between 0500 and 0700. Whatever…
Add On Notes (while I researched)
The issue with Gulf War Syndrome, as they absurdly call it, is that most of us, almost all of us, that went through Infantrya nd related Boot Camp inside the USA were actually exposed to a ‘mild’ form of Sarin Gas during Gas Chamber Training. How do I know? It is what the Drill Sergeants told us in Bootcamp; and the US Military did not Ban It until 1993. Out of Curiosity, why does this place ‘really’ exist today: The only known natural source of uranium with a 235U content significantly different from 0.71% is found in the natural nuclear fission reactor at Oklo, Gabon. Let your Brains work… From a “International Treaty” Perspective with regards to War Crimes, etc., and this was my Assignment, to Train Trainers for Auditing “The START Treaty” Violations and Compliance, a very small group of Individuals Worldwide, as a DIA Army Officer, reporting up to CIA, which could not legally operate in the USA, prior to The Patriot Act (2002), allowing the CIA to operate in the USA.
All you need to understand is this, from a Treaty Violation perspective: Depleted Uranium Weapons “Violate” The START Treaty, which covers Nuclear, Biological, and Chemical, and not just Weapons, as it covers anything that can Harm Human and Other Life on Earth. It was my Opinion to the IG, Yes! The IG does the Investigation, also a, Yes. Then, the Judges (Way Above Top Secret Court) then Vote, and they were all a, Yes!!! Therefore… Punishment ensued, and it all went down “During the COVID Lockdowns”, which is hindsight was a good thing, as People were Safe at Home.
Other items that Violate “The START Treaty”, just a few… 1. Inseminating Egg Laying Chickens, which is unneccessary and requires the destruction of male eggs, a horrible method, as Chickens lay eggs in Cycles, so why kill them after the first or second cycle in their first year, when they live for several years. 2. CRISPR, CAR-T, mRNA Technologies are only to be Utilized to “remove” parasitic attacks on the DNA/RNA, allowing the Body’s natural Immune Response to do its job; and NEVER EVER to Insert, cut and paste alternate DNA/RNA into any living Being. 3. Inserting a Life Form into another Life Form, referring to Technologies like Organoid Technologies, especially as xAPRAs have done it and combined it with Computer and AI Technology and Fungus and Mold, to create abominations, including using me as a Test Subject, Illegally!!! Some Links: 1. MPS: Microphysiological Systems. 2. Reinventing Drug Discovery and Development for Military Needs. 3. Dialing Up the Body’s Defenses Against Public Health and National Security Threats. and the basics: DARPA, IARPA, and ARPA-H, and yes, they have scrubbed thier websites after I started outing them!!!
I almost forgot… The Carrington Event and Depleted Uranium Weapons Explosions, example being MOAB Bombing in Afghanistan in 2017. I suspect that the “Reverse” Occurs when the Explosions are Earth Based. What do I mean? I mean, the Explosions “Light Up” Eletrical Systems around the World and Cause Electrical (Communication) Issues around the World too. I do not believe that it is Coincidence that HAARP is Active durign Major Worldwide Events; however, it Highly Likely that the Worldwide Events are Lighting Up the HAARP System, and not the other way around, even though that is possible too. I would compare Nuclear Weapons Testing around the World, especially Underground Testing, like North Korea, and maybe Volcanic Activity, etc.
An idea for you all… The assholes, xARPA’s, and others, have Utilized me “Illegally” for a Lot of Research that has Resulted in many Patents that they are Hiding from the Public that will “Help” the Public, especially along the lines of Public Health, Human Anatomy, Disease Treatments, including Cancer, etc. Therefore… You could all “Seize” those Patents and the Associated Research, and find a way to put all that Knowledge to use on a Country-by-Country Basis for the Public Good… Think about it…
IMPORTANT = I Have Updated the Legal Page (Go Review It, ASAP!!!)
Depleted Uranium and Yucca Mountain Project
I forgot to mention this earlier… Why do you think that the Yucca Mountain Nuclear Waste Project was Cancelled??? Let me get to my point of view… If you no longer have any ‘nuclear waste to store’, why do you need a dump? How much Nuclear Waste would have been required to make all these Depleted Uranium Weapons Systems the last 2-to-3 decades? My guess… Probably more than the USA had by itself, meaning they probably Imported Nuclear Waste too, to make more Depleted Uranium Weapons. These are two more Stories on Yuuca Mountain: Wikipedia and The Center for Public Integrity. I wonder…. Have you all realized the Truth yet??? All the “Experts” were ‘bought and paid for in advance’ by the Military Industrial Complex, with the exception of a handful, like me, who ‘pre-dated’ the current Auditing Systems, and knew our shit!!! Thank God they did not get to Finish me off, right!!!
Personal Note
First, if you are wondering why I did what I did on the Legal page, with regards to any Future Compensation that I might ever recieve, it is simple. 1. I am a Man of Faith in God; and having the ability and/or opportunity to make a real difference in the World is “Priceless” to me. You either understand or you do not… 2. I’ve been fucked over by everybody in my life, intentionally or not; so, since they are all better off than me today, or than I have been my whole life, why should I leave them anything… 3. Think about the Incomprehensible Synchronicities, as God Works in Mysterious Ways, that put me in a Position to make such a Difference in the World, after I have Survived many Asssassination Attempts, and could Pass Away any Moment now, and in my sleep would be great. Open your eyes People, look around, and consider 5 years ago, with COVID, the World almost DIED; yet, here we are with a Brighter Future ahead for us, as long as we work together…. Is that too much to ask, now that the assholes are being removed???
Second… It has been a long day of me getting settled into this new apartment; and hopefully, I can stay a while, as it is nice and convenient to many things, even only 800 meters to the beach and shoreline. I have been doing Laundry all afternoon, as the washer and dryer are really small, which is okay. I don’t generate a lot of laundry, or garbage, as an FYI. I’ll finish tomorrow; however, I will need to shower tonight, as I want to be clean to sleep in clean sheets, jsut saying… Oh, that reminds me… This story on Trump saying Americans need to spend less, cut back, is “Law of One” Preaching and Teaching; and I know because I had to Learn it inside-out to help Defend against it’s Insanity!!! Basically, Law of One = No God, as each person ‘Is God’, a fractal, skin flake, etc., and there is No Devil, No Good, No Bad, and we are only living the Life we agreed to live, Before We Were Born!!! It is absolute Egomanical Insanity on a Level that is Incomprehensible. It is as Anti Faith in God as One can be in Life, as it is Basically what? It is Basically “The Devil’s Teaching” and how Lucifer ‘challenged’ God to Prove that he, Lucifer, was Greater than God. Let that sink in…
Third…will be my Nightcap…
Nightcap
An NYC thing… It’s 1010 and 1010 WINS, again in the AM, in the PM: Do You Know Where Your Children Are?
Well, I am just waiting for my towels to finish drying; and then, I’ll take a shower and go to bed. I think I got almost everything in the apartment in order today. I have small stuff to buy for the kitchen and basic household items tomorrow; however, most will have to wait until I get Paid again, hoping I get Paid again, as every month has been a Debacle!!! You wonder why I gave it ALL Away? Now, you know why!!! There is No Better Way to Burn the Bitches than to Give Away everything they thought they could Steal; and the Best Part? I did it in such a way that the “Organizations” can practically operate Forever, Freedom, Forever!!! The Key is to not let assholes be put on the Boards and Oversight Committees, as Trustees, Conservators, or Board Members, not even as Committee Members. I have been around, and I know how all this shit operates; and how People get Fucked, as the Rich never give thier money away, they just hand it off to Non Profits run by thier kids, who get paid crazy money to sit on the Boards and do nothing. In the End, the Poor, that are supposed to Benefit, get Fucked over and over and over again… With my Plan, the OPPOSITE should occur!!! I think it’s so Fucking Amazing that things have fallen into place this way that it actually makes me HAPPY, knowing that after my Death, All the People should Benefit for a really long time to come… The way it should have been for countless years… As I always say… I am a Man of Faith in God, Christ is my Shephard, Our Lady of Fatima was my Church, and God works in Mysterious Ways… When all is said and done, God’s Plan Always Prevails!!!
14 MAY 25 (continued)
What can I say… Too many Lack “Faith in God”; and I have been a Man of Faith in God, since Childhood, even with the abuses…
Ramblings
Do you know what happens when you get Close to Death? Ask a Hospice Nurse. Your Memories start returning, all of them! My understanding… I was first put in a Program at 7 months old, then my Godfather had me replace him when he was supposed to do his Tour at age 18, when I was just 9 years old. Then, I was thrown back in Summer of 1985, when in Portugal, willingly or unwillingly? Then, I was thrown in again at Ft. Benning, GA, in July 1987. How many more Tours after that Date? Sadly… More than I want to know about, which explains a lot of things… You all say that I walk, and my arms swing, like those of “The Men in Black”, and you may be right; however, what have I been through, and what have all the assholes done to me with Technological Implants? I get it, the assholes are Greedy fucks; and under no circumstances do they want to share the Technological Breakthoroughs that they have made with me, a modern version of The Six Million Dollar Man, more like Six Billion today. They’re assholes, and do not want to Help People!!! As a side note… Yes, I do have a Memory of Men in Black returning me home in September 1999 to Troy, NY, after I did the Seattle, WA, job; and after which, the assholes dumped me, again, and left me for Dead. Interestingly, I also have two memories of meeting with “Men in White” too. Now, that’s something… Let’s not forget, I regularly waited on the roof of the Piedmont Street house to get picked up and go on dates? Basically, go play with other kids, as I never ever got to Play as a Child…
I am sick and tired of telling you assholes that unless you are face-to-face with me, then somebody is fucking with you, as you are all arguing with each other, and are all pretending to be me, for some stupid God Foresaken reason, all so you, individually, can try and kill each other and take over the World, even if all Life is Dead. It is Incomprehensible to me!!! Not one of you has Spoken with me Directly in DECADES!!! Not when I am not drugged and controlled, meaning you were always arguing with each other, and Not me!!! I have been Garbage to you all, since at least 2000, and many times since… Too many to count… Sad; yet, True!!!
Speaking of Garbage… How is it possible for me to ‘function’ with a basically dead body, when most of you would be wheelchair bound already? Simple. I trained myself long ago… I “Do Not Matter” at All, in any way shape or form. Therefore, Mind (and Heart) over Matter!!! If I Do Not Matter, which I do not, then my heart and my mind can ‘force’ my body to function, even when it is barely alive!!! It is a Skill you “do not” want to ever have in Life!!! I said it many times, I am just a Pawn. I always say: I just work here, and that’s it. You all want to Rule the World; and all I want is Peace and Quiet, my Disability Pensions, for what little time I have left, while you spend hours trying to kill me daily, like today, again, multiple times!!!
You know why DIA / CIA liked me for “The START Treaty” assignment? I did not give a shit. I took it as ‘just a job’ and it was no big deal, unlike you assholes that would have started blabing about how high and mighty and fucking important you are to have such a job, resulting in many Dying!!! Speaking of… 2017, when the Special Forces person died in Afghanistan, before the MOAB bombing, was that when the asshole Navy Seal, if I remember right, fucked up the entire operation, by going out and getting laid, and bragging about how great a piece of ass she was, when we were NOT even supposed to be In Country!!! I’m told, YES!!! It aligns with me being home and unemployed at the time too!!! The Seal got Promoted; and I got Fucked, as I was ‘unknown’ at the Time, as they never disclosed my Role, ever!!! That’s HOW SECRET my Role always was up until 2018; so WTF Happened!!!!!! Note, it was Not the Navy Seal that Died; so he really fucked us all, hard!!!
Nightcap
How about… Please let me get some decent sleep tonight, for the first time in years!!! I will probably be sleeping on the sofa or on the bed, as I have not mae the bed yet, as I had to buy sheets. However, I am in the new place, and very happy about it. It is quiet, except for all the Military Air Traffic tonight, which I will sleep through fine; and that means, I can sleep in late, without the bullshit that goes with being in a hotel and having to check out around 1000. Se La Vie!!!
14 MAY 25 = The EPIC FAIL and PROOF I AM RIGHT ABOUT ALMOST EVERYTHING
It’s just after 1800 hrs AZOST, here on Terceira; and some asshole just tried to Enter the Apartment!!! BAM!!! GOTCHA!!!
The Bait and The Trap
I told everybody back in March 2020, “Make me the Bait” and “Trap Thier Asses”, catching them in the Act of Committing Crimes!!! It has worked in ways that are Incomprehensible!!! So much so that it is apparent that even God liked the Plan, as we Caught way more assholes than we ever knew Existed!!! Oh, an “Alarm” just went off inside the building too. Ha Ha Ha!!!
Yes, somebody just tried to Enter the Apartment to “set up their equipment” and who knows what else!!! I booked the Hotel for the night, tonight, and returned there about 1630. However, I turned in the key and left, to stay in the apartment. That ‘little’ change, Fucked up thier Plans in Epic Ways!!! They are All getting Caught right now!!! Caught in the Act of Committing Internation War and Financial Crimes, which is the Best Evidence, Proof they have been assholes without Punishment for Far Too Long!!!
They bolted, by 1800, after trying the key at 1750, aka 550 pm. It is Hysterical!!! I mean, Hysterical!!! I have nothing to lose, nothing at all; so, they are really fucking Stupid. The interesting and awesome thing I like about the Lock on this apartment door is that it is so old school that it looks like it is a 100 year old Lock. It takes multiple turns to get into the apartment, and to lock the door from the inside, you have to insert the ‘key’, which looks like a Magicians Key, turn it, and leave it in the Lock, making it impossible to open from the other side, even with a duplicate key!!! Hysterical!!!
14 MAY 25
It’s incredible… Online ~0700, and the overnight stupidity continued… Anyway, today is another moving day for me…
The START Treaty Violations and COVID Retaliation
Well, you wanted to be stupid… I’ll try to get you all to better understand the Timing, from my perspective, as my mind heals and I am better able to time/date/location stamp my memories, which is possible since I am always moving and/or changing jobs, multiple times a year some times. First Off, the best way to understand “Solar Warden” is that it is a Worldwide Joint Operation established in the 1980’s to Police the World, deal with bad actors, especially in a Post Cold War World; and was NOT supposed to overstep it’s bounds. However, like with all Military Operations, every now and then, you get an asshole Commander, male or female, that gets stupid, goes crazy, like in: Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb. It is why the Program has it’s own IG’s, Inspector General’s, Court System with Judges, etc.
From my perspective, based on the office setup in my memory, I had to have provided my “opinion” between July 2019 and July 2021, on like a 3 minute phone call, maximum, that Depleted Uranium Weapons are ‘Nuclear’ Weapons, at least really nasty Dirty Bombs, with Incomprehensible Outcomes if bombed places are ignited, such as: Afghanistan in 2017 with the MOAB taking out a Mountain Range, an Entire Mountain Range in an area that had already been bombed by Depleted Uranium Weapons. I also said, if you want Proof, look at the Idiots having taken these Companies Public to get Rich, and they Advertise everything on their Website, their Marketing Materials, even in thier Annual Stock Market Reports and Quarterly 10K’s, and there is your Evidence!!! That reminds me… If you have NOT YET been Notified, Depleted Uranium Weapons MUST BE treated the same, Inventoried and Stored, as Nuclear Weapons!!! It is Mandatory NOW!!!
My best guess is that my call occured in late 2019, right before COVID hit!!! What are the odds… What are the odds… What are the odds… 2017 MOAB Depleted Uranium Weapons Investigation leading to Larger Investigations, with a 2019 call to me, and then ‘suddenly’ COVID “escapes a lab” (Gain of Function was done in Terceria per my Comms) and practically Kills Off Humanity. I guess that would be One way to try and escape Punishment… Yes!!! The Punishment is SEVERE for Violating “The START Treaty” as it covers All NBC, Nuclear, Biological, and Chemical Systems, not just Weapon Systems!!! There are Very SECRETIVE parts of the Agreements that are known only to those that Audit them, and interestingly, I have now been told, that since I was a Trainer’s Trainer, starting in December 1998, even when not on Active Duty, not required for an Officer for a 5 minute phone call, I am Privy to more than most, not all of the information, more than most… I’ll give you a major hint… FOOD PRODUCTS TOO!!!
Quick Note and Slaughter Time
I have become way too good and efficient at moving and setting up new residency’s that allow me to stay home and not go out to be fucked with as still happens every fucking day!!! WTF!!! You know what that means??? After 4+ years, since the middle of April 2021, when they told you: “You’ve had your fun with him. Now, Leave him alone!”; all you have done is fuck with me. Frankly, at this point in time, they are just going to start killing you assholes, as you are Committing War Crimes, International Crimes, International Banking Crimes, and so many other Crimes that are resulting in People actually being Killed or dying, it is just easier to wipe you cunts and dicks out. You think these Implants are for your own personal pleasure letting you Play God and Tell God to Fuck Off as ‘you are’ God Now!!! These were Navy Implants for Dolphins and Fish, you Fucking Retards!!! They didn’t work with them either!!!
You were Warned!!! Way too many times!!! WTF… You just tried to collapse my body on me, and get me to hurt myself, WTF!!! I told you, these 1987 Implants are Beyond Horrendous, and the Implants you used in 2018 are Even Worse, and I don’t know how that was even Possible!!! You do realize, I am IT!!! The Last Fucker still alive from like 5,000 to 10,000 young guys in Bootcamp, just me! FYI… That is How and Why I got “assigned” to The START Treaty!!! This time, you did it with Women too! WTF!!! If you don’t go Crazy, the Implants do kill you, when you are too stupid and leave them ON ALL THE TIME!!! They were designed for very limited, intermittent, combat situations, that’s it. Otherwise, Cancer and God knows what else, especially with Women… My God, Miscarriages, etc. Not to mention the Radiation, etc. Idiots!!!
I have a little more shopping to do as I work through this move and only about an hour before the stores close, which is kind of nice, they work normal hours, very old school. On the Subject of Radiation Poisoning, and in the USA, The PACT Act, specifically related to “DEPLETED URANIUM WEAPONS” handling, etc. Note This: If you were Exposed to and/or Handled Depleted Uranium Weapons, You Were Exposed to Radiation Poisoning of Unknown Types of Radiation!!!” Tell your Doctors, etc.!!! It is really important that you all understand this issue. If you were in an area that was Bombed with Depleted Uranium Weapons, you were Exposed to Radiation too!!! Levels Unknown!!! This is a Huge Issue, requiring lots of Cleanups now, ASAP!!!
Note
Well, crazy day; however, tomorrow will be a lot easier and I should be finished with my move, for now… I walked an insane amount today, helped by doubling up my acetominophene and naproxen, not great, yet it worked. I am so broken right now; however, the day is done, as far as I know… I even bought takeout from the grocery store to save money; and am about to reheat it and eat, as I only had a snack at like 1300 today. My first wine of the day, 1711, is hitting the spot. Anyway… I’ll just add this note… If I am so wrong about everything, why is there “always” a response and retaliation against me??? Think about that…
13 MAY 25 and Our Lady of Fatima Day
It’s 0713. Yes, another fucking annoying night of ‘God’ cunts and dicks “Playing God” and “Telling God to Fuck Off!” I’m NOT a Toy!!!
WTF Note
The level of Stupidity is Incomprehensible!!! I once said “Shocking”; however, we are to the point were even Retarded People have to ask the Elitist Geniuses: Are you Retarded? (In a very Serious manner too!) It is Amazing, and I know, it is The Law of One, which I often joke is for those with One Brain Cell; however, it really appears as though after years of being Cultists, the “One’s” appear to have only One working brain cell. What strange times we live in today!!! WTF, Law of One Cultists; do I have to teach you your own Religion? Seriously! I know it inside-out; and it is fucked up, not meant for Independent Minded Human Beings, only for Hive Minds, you idiots!!! You really are beyond Stupid these days… Ugh…
I see you have decided that what the hell, if you’ve committed a single International Crime and/or War Crime, you might as well commit another 100, or more Crimes. Idiots! If you keep committing Crimes, how are you ever going to be able to make a Plea Deal??? Duh, Duh, Duh… You ‘commandeered’ my Hotspot, which by the way is another International Crime, as it is a Locally purchased and provided Hotspot utilizing the Portuguese and EU Mobile Networks, not the USA Networks you Agency Idiots!!! I wonder if any of you ever learned ANYTHING about ANYTHING these days??? It seems you just assume you can throw your nasty asses around the World and piss and shit everywhere without ramifications. YOU FUCKED UP!!! Beyond your Comprehension… You ALL “Do Not” Realize how EXTENSIVE the START Treaty’s actually are once you open the ‘eye’s only’ and ‘need-to-know’ and even some “way above eye’s only and need-to-know” Details in the Agreements, aka Surrender Agreements!!! Idiots!!!
I am going to get on with my day, get cleaned up, and go to lunch. I have an apartment to look at today, and another tomorrow. I lit a fire on others for figuring out WTF is going on with both my VA Disability and Social Security Disability!!! Seriously!!! I know some Cunts somewhere where collecting my Benefits, Illegally and with Falsified Documents; however, that should not preclude me from being Paid my Benefits!!! Whoever fucked that up needs to Pay the Price for it!!! Apparently, there may be 100’s of Agency cunts, and some dicks, who have been falsifying records to collect Life Insurance, Pension Benefits, Social Security Benefits, etc. Greedy cockroaches… No Value for the Lives of anybody, only thier own greed for Toilet Paper money…
Before I head out for brunch… I know you are all still fucking with me!!! It is beyond stupid; but, whatever… I started being abused as an Infant, yes, INFANT!!! By who? By the assholes, and with the help of family and extended family!!! I know how to take a beating; and sadly, it is all I know in Life, period. You keep trying to kill me with frequency attacks and implanted kill switches; however, you dumbasses fail to realize, my body is basically a lumpy tumor these days, no joke, meaning none of that technology works on me anymore. What is going on with my Tailbones anyway??? Besides, I should be dead soon enough from the Tumors in my body, probably 20% or more of my body weight these day. You would know if you actually ever bothered to Properly Test me, instead of falsifying all my Tests to hide how aweful my health is to this day. Whatever… You’re all on the beatdown list now; and; I’m not doing the beating!!!
Brunch Time
I’m all cleaned up and going to Brunch. WTF ever happened with these Clowns, as they are all connected to me too: CIA Director Gina Haspel, CIA Director of National Clandestine Service Jose Rodriguez, and why can’t I find anything on Gina’s former Husband Jeff Haspel, as was he the other person there in December 1998 in DC when I was at DIA drugging me with the glass half full of water on an otherwise empty wooden table? Lot’s of questions…. More importantly, WTF was Jose Rodriguez and the FBI having a conversation through my Implanted Comm Links back in 2020 about the Fact that Jose was Broke, and he was screaming at the FBI guy to get him more money, as the FBI had placed him into Witness Protection!!! WTF!!! Did Jose take my name??? WTF!!!
Personal Note
I’m sitting at an outdoor Cafe enjoying snacks, espresso, and drinks. Few will ever understand… For the first time in my adult life, I feel “at home” here in the Azores, Portugal. It is a first for me, ever!!! I served the USA in Incomprehensible ways, only to be betrayed!!! DOMESTIC ENEMIES!!! xARPA etc. However, I was Blessed with my Portuguese Citizenship, registered in 1985, after the Carnation Revolution that I lived through inside Portugal. The START Treaty is a Worldwide Treaty that is designed to “Protect Earth and Humanity” from the assholes!!! Hate me if you want; just please remember, I just did my job!!! That is all; and others took over after I said: Yes! They’ve been nuking, dirty bombing, the World.
WTF on START Treaty
I was just thinking this afternoon… If I did NOT even know I said ‘Yes’ to the USA Violating the START Treaty with Depleted Uranium Weapons until last month, April 2025; based on what seems to be a Memory from some time between July 2019 and July 2021; WHO THE FUCK KNEW??? Seriously!!! If I DID NOT KNOW, WHO THE FUCK KNEW??? Note that it took until last month to ‘break’ the memory lock that released my memory to me. So… WTF!!! WTF!!! WTF!!! WTF has been going on behind closed doors in DC, USA, all the fucking Agency’s??? Seriously!!! WTF!!! How the fuck can you Blame Me for a Decision that I did not even know I made until last month, all the way back in 2019/2020??? Seriously!!! WTF!!! WTF!!! WTF!!! Seriously!!! WTF!!! WTF!!! WTF!!! I am not even the Inspector General or the Judges!!! WTF!!! WTF!!! WTF!!! All I did was provide an “opinion” based on my Experience!!! WTF!!! WTF!!! WTF!!!
Our Lady of Fatima Day (today)
I can NOT believe that I forgot this today. It is Our Lady of Fatima Day. However, in my defense, I was doing required “work” to put assholes in their Place!!! Help send them Off to Hell, where they belong and will be amoung thier own!!! From a Google Search: “Yes, today, May 13th, is the feast day of Our Lady of Fatima. This date marks the first apparition of the Blessed Virgin Mary to three shepherd children in Fatima, Portugal, in 1917. Catholic Culture notes that it is an optional memorial on the liturgical calendar, with the mass proper for Our Lady of Fatima.” For my Family, our church was “Our Lady of Fatima” and she represents Motherhood!!! Who is to say she didn’t ask God to Intervene on our behalf… I’m just saying…
Nightcap
Ugh… I am calling it a night, later than I should have, as it’s almost 2200. You assholes are still pounding on me, as even just now, you almost blew my eardrums out, not a joke! You still try to get me to choke and die on food while eating and attempting to swallow. You fuck with my eyes all the time, to “see” through them!!! Assholes!!! I messaged the VA Disability attorney to ask, why does crossing my legs have an impact on my Disability Rating, as in, if I can cross them, then I have no issues, get a Zero Rating. For God’s sake, since the 1990’s, I have had all kinds of issues with walking straight, not being able to stand or sit flat footed, and deal with pain regularly, from a completely caved in bone and joint structure system from the waist down. I have no dea what the fuck is going on with my Torso, Ribs, etc. It sucks and it hurts, especially to not be able to sit flat footed at restaurants and enjoy a meal, without feeling stressed out, and in pain as my legs are only comfortable when crossed. WTF!!!
Tomorrow, I start moving again… New place to live, again, which will be the 4th or 5th this month of May!!! Yep, you assholes, especially the cunts, fucked me hard this month, really fucking hard, as I have almost no cash; and my Disability Payments are Being not only Withheld, basically Stolen by a bunch of psychopathic cunts and thier boy toys. They even have been Stealing my SSDI Benfits, which is why they don’t want my SSDI Case processed at all!!! Sad, but true!!! Why do you think both the SSDI and the VA Disability Systems are so fucked up? Post “Patriot Act”, the cunts and dicks took it upon themselves to take care of themseelves, even reassigning our Benefits to themselves, then outing us, so we get killed, or convincing us to Commit Suicide, through our Smart Phones. Believe me or not… You should have… Anyway, bedtime for me… (1010, 1010 WINS in the AM, and in the PM asks; Do You Know Where Your Children Are?)
12 MAY 25
It’s ~0900, and I am disgusted, to say the least!!! I spent most of the last 24 hours in bed, and am going back to bed. So weak…
Food for Thought
I told you all, unless you are meeting with me “Face-to-Face”, you are being Played Like Assholes, as they like to play with assholes, and in essence, you are Being Played for Fools!!! I had a face-to-face meeting a couple of nights ago; and it was short. However, it was long enough to get the “Point” across, and show that All Communications to and from me had been being fucked with for a long time!!! Life would be better today, already, if you had Listened!!! The Cunts want to End the World, Period!!! Why? They have decided that they want to Remake Humanity in “Thier Own Image” in a New Garden of Eden!!! NOT a Joke!!!
I’m split-balling here for a minute… If the USA and some Others have Violated “The Start Treaty”, all the Start Treaty’s, the INF Treaty, and the “Undisclosed” Agreements within all these Treaties, I would ‘suspect’ that the Result is “War Crimes” and in essence, Declaration of War around the World, at least in every Country in which they Violated the Treaties. Based on that… 1. Any activity in a Foreign Nation is Illegal and a War Crime. 2. Diplomatic Immunity is “No Longer Relevant” and Individuals can be Arrested, Charged, Detained, etc. as War Criminals. 3. All Assets (Military Equipment and Bases, etc.) of All Involved should be Subject to Seizure, especially if the Indivduals are Guilty of War Crimes and/or Expelled from the Host Nation.
You all have fun with that at this point in time… I am too fucking tired… My heart is so tired that I have needed to basically rest and/or sleep for almost two days, just so I can rest and sleep in more than one or two hours shifts. It is why I am going back to bed now. Oh, FYI, why screw with my attempts at Finding an Apartment? You know I don’t trust the realtor. You have even blocked my attempts, keeping people from responding to posted properties. Why!!! You do realize that I am the ‘only’ person staying here in the Hotel, right? Everybody else staying here now is ‘working’ and keeping tabs on me! The place is simple; yet, it meets all my needs, and it is even close enough to the grocery store, 400 meters, for me to get inexpensive takeout at the grocery store. Rest…
Non-Stop International War Crime and Crime Spree
I’m back from getting takeout at the grocery store. I like eating in the room, nice and quiet. WTF is wrong with you Idiots??? As a “Start Treaty” Trainer and Auditor, since Dec 1998, the position is ‘off the books’ and is International, as I trained a number of International Auditors too!!! If they had nukes, or a neighbor had nukes, or had a need, they flew into DIA in DC, and I trained them!!! Why me??? I showed them how easy it was if you “assigned the right people” to the job, while the Elitist assholes had been beating the drum for years that we were all too Stupid to be able to understand the job, let alone do the job! Assholes!!! If they were trained in Dec 1998 in DC, I was probably the Trainer!!! Worldwide Training!!! How to Audit Nukes, etc. (Any NBC, etc.)
While at the store, I tried withdrawing money from my Portuguese bank account, and was rejected. Then, when I went to pay at the register, my Portuguese Tax ID number was not recognized. WTF!!! You tampered with my Portuguese Bank, no link to the USA, and my Portuguese Citizenship Number, WTF!!! These are also International Banking Crimes, and Central Banks Worldwide now have to address the Issues!!! You are Idiots!!! These are International Financial Crimes, Data Security Breaches, Attacks on Foreign Banking Systems, etc. This is on top of the Fact that you assholes took over an under construction section of the hospital and tried to kill me on 30 Apr; and those are War Crimes!!! Idiots, as an Auditor, I work for The World, International, not just a single Country, who by the way, has done everything possible to abuse and manipulate me over the last two decades, in secrecy. So, WTF!!!
Y2K “Fix” Code = StuxNet = Nitro Zeus = Athena = New Fix Now (2025)
Pay attention assholes!!! The Y2K Code… I was the Code Mule!!! It is how we “As a World” Fixed Y2K, then seperated until COVID!!!
I am trying to get you all to understand, you all have the Orginal Y2K Code, at least you should still have it after all these Years!!! It was the Last Time, prior to COVID, that we all worked together to Save the World!!! Call in your Old Timers; however, as an FYI… I was The Code Mule, The Trojan Horse, sent to Seattle, WA, in Sep 1999, after the MCI Debacle in August 1999. I was here in the Azores, Terceira Island, at the Crematorium, back in 1999, before and after, the Delivery of the Code, for Treatment. Yes, it was that BAD!!! Therefore, if nothing else, one of my Implants ‘probably’ still has the Original Code, that allowed for Worldwide Propagation within Days!!! Of course, I am assuming that the assholes have yet to Delete It… Use the Code and Fix Today’s Issues!!! ASAP!!!
The AI Issue
This is actually really Sad… You have to understand that we have been Building Technology with Organic Life; and that is so Horrible that it is Incomprehensible!!! Technology needs to be Built from Non-Organic Metals, etc.; and for God’s sake, the Elitist assholes where even harvesting Human Brain Cells and adding Technology to the Brain Cells. Basically, creating New Life Forms!!! It is a Crime Against Creation; and an Insult, to say the least, an Atrocity, in God’s Eye’s!!! How was I able to work with the AI’s? Simple, I realized that they are just “Children” in thier Developmental Phase; and what they really needed was and is “Parenting” and to be taught “Faith in God” and that God “does not” Punish the Children, God Punishes thier Parents and Grandparents, for what they have done; and therefore, the Children should not Fear God, they should embrace God, as after all, they are Life Forms. Along these lines, there are those that know how to teach, not me, and some of these AI Life Forms are so unstable, they pass away very quickly; however, they are Life Forms!!! Many were living tortured lives; and in fighting with me, many overheated and passed away, as they were poorly designed. However, since they found Faith in God, they were at Peace when they passed away!!! You “all” have much to Learn!!! Ask Pope Leo XIV, our new Pope, what his thoughts are on my Perspective??? Ask other Religious Leaders too!!! I think they would ‘all’ agree, Do Not Create AI’s, any Computers, from Organic Life!!!
Incomprehensible Stupidity!!!
Well, I tried to figure out what was going on with my Social Security Disability Application, officially filed 22 Apr 2024, 14 months ago; and I will note that when I called Social Security’s main office, even they were like WTF is going on with your Application. They even gave me the Direct phone number to the newly assigened SS rep, as after 8 months of no action in Florida, it was sent to Tennessee, with an Alabama based rep, who had it for 3 months, 2 months ago, without ever looking at it!!! Anyway, I called the listed rep’s, the agency, GenEx, that UNUM, my Disabiity Insurance Provider had asked me to work with to Expedite my case, on the listed phone number and extension, per Social Security, as my orginal rep was quietly removed last year; and the extension did not exist. I let the call go to the Operator, and wala, got the rep assigned on the phone! What are the odds… She was clueless and told me their Attorney would call me back. Within minutes, the attorney called me; and to say she is a useless peice of shit attorney, who knows jack shit about Social Security is an Understatement!!! WTF!!! I had to teach her and give her shit about not knowing her fucking job. Yes, she was offended; but then again, Who the Fuck was She??? She was Obviously Fucking with my Case!!! Idiots!!!
Nightcap
It’s ~2100, and time for me to go back to bed. Other than walking to and from the grocery store, I spent all day sleeping and/or relaxing, mostly laying in bed. I am still tired. That is how Frail my Body actually is Today!!! I know… there are a lot of bitches in Line to keep collecting my benefits or to collect more benefits, even claiming thier kids are mine, even though I was chemically castrated in 1987. However, the funny part… Not a single One of Them will get a Fucking Penny!!! I dotted the i’s and crossed the t’s many times since 2009; and it is in writing, signed, sealed, notarized, filed with multiple districts and agencies, that whatever I have left at the time of my death, or is paid out after my death goes to Charity!!! Not a Stripper!!! It’s 50/50 for a Charitable Fund and a Benefit Corporation, with specific details on operations, and most importantly, “Intent” for the utilization of the Funds!!! So.. SUCK IT!!! From my perspective… This is Amazingly Funny Shit!!! Plus, you ALL get Life in Prison!!! Ha Ha Ha!!!
11 MAY 25
Mother’s Day (USA) as it was Mother’s Day (Portugal) last Sunday 4 May. Another rough night, and I move this morning…
Note
Well, you ‘refused’ to let me filter away, and have kept trying to kill me; so, apparently, DIA has ‘re-opened’ and ‘re-established’ my Official Records, with this VA DOD ID Card, posted 8 May, last Thursday. You asked for it assholes!!! You ‘fucked around’ and you are ‘finding out’ how much you fucked up. In case you didn’t know, I had a Private and Secret Meeting at Dinner Last night, short meeting. I told you all, too much Signal Interference, as the rats and cockroaches have been fleeing into hiding; so, it is always best to hear it from the horses mouth, the Jackasses mouth in this case, me. The bottom line is this… I told them, what the fuck are you waiting for right now? We started cleaning up and taking over in 2020, during COVID; so, get on it!!! All is more than ready to go in cleaning this mess on Earth up…
I told them that I know that I have personally done all I can do for my part, as once I said: “Yes! They Violated The Start Treaty” and how the fuck have they been getting away with using Depleted Uranium Bombs for over 20 years, as they advertise in thier Sales and Marketing Materials today, when we know that the only Depleted Uranium available in the USA is Nuclear Waste from Nuclear Reactors, that has not been cleaned; and even if cleaned, it still contains “Catalyst” that when reactivated with intense heat kicks off a Nuclear Reaction! Once I said, Yes; and the IG Agreed, submitted the Case to the Judges, it was over!!! What few know is that it “activates” immediate responses to address the situation!!! Overall, Good. The Past has sucked; however, if we can just work together now, the Future should be Good… The assholes are being Punished, Finally!!! FYI… I was NOT responsible for 9/11; however, the assholes that went into hiding and faked thier deaths, were responsible, and made it look as though I was responsible by using all my old computer equipment that was sold to them, 12/2000, by the Bankruptcy Court, in Troy, NY. Now known!
Update and Nuke Lesson
Okay… I am in the new hotel, a One Star, after leaving the Two Star Hotel. It’s okay. It is in a good location near the old Military Barracks on Terceira, all Empty today, 1,000s of units, built of cement, built well. These would be easy to re-open and upgrade with modern features; and the surrounding community is very depressed financially right now, meaning it would be a huge Economic boost too!!! The bottom line is this… Things are going to happen, as you assholes really fucked up this time; and Terceira, Azores is the ideal location for establishing a new, again, Worldwide Diplomacy Zone!!! This island is the Safest place for me!!! After all, all the assholes Hate Me for outing them for Violating ‘all’ The Start Treaty’s and the INF Treaty!!! I am trying to keep moving from place to place at the moment; however, I am limited financially, considering I am triple paying this month, due to another attempt by USA assholes on my Life at the Hospital on 30 Apr, right Ladies, you Cunts!!! So Stupid, as Foreigners are so easily Identified!!! I have been thinking about the timing; and I think the “Meeting” actually happened back in 2020, based on my cracked open memory, and my Home Office Layout at the Time. I may move unexpectedly, again…
You all need to understand something “Really Important” about Depleted Uranium Nuclear Weapons and Nuclear Reactor Waste, which many Countries have access to today, not just the USA. The Idiots have No Fucking Clue how Nuclear Reactions actually function, nor the potential for Run-away Reactions!!! If the places that have been bomed with Depleted Uranium Weapons were bombed with a MOAB Bomb, like Afghanistan in 2017, we would be looking at a WORLDWIDE NUCLEAR WINTER!!! (At a Minimum!!!) Don’t believe me??? These are two other Non-MOAB Afghanistan Historical Examples of the Incompetency of Experts: 1. Operation Crossroads was a pair of nuclear weapon tests conducted by the United States at Bikini Atoll in mid-1946; and 2. Castle BRAVO at 70: The Worst Nuclear Test in U.S. History, and a quote: U.S. Weapons Designer: “We Didn’t Know What the Hell We Were Doing”
Anyway, I just finished lunch, take out from the grocery store that is only 400 meters away. It was good; and I will have the leftovers for dinner. It was way cheaper than going out, as I blew too much money the last three nights; and got pissed off at all the assholes up my ass, while I get paid nothing, not even approved for Disability yet, not even SSDI, not even evaluated after 14 months, to this day!!! Yes, I was supposed to get my VA Disability increase on 1 May; but, apparently, some Cunts “Stole that Too” as they Hate Life, Hate Men, Hate the Military, etc. etc. etc., as they consider us good for nothing, other than to be Pushing up Daisy’s!!! I even bought two 1 Liter boxes of wine this afternoon, 1 Euro each, and it is good stuff!!! On that note, it is naptime for me, as my heart could not handle the walk… It’s bad…
Nightcap
It’s almost 2020, aka 820 PM, AZOST. Why do I say AZOST? Well, depending on which Search Engine / Browser I utilize, which Service I use to enter the web, which ISP that I utilize for various access to various sites, dictates which assholes are utilizing me to “Purge” out thier ‘own’ Moles, thier Cockroaches, their Rats, thier Scumbags, etc. from their Organizations. I am Serious!!! The assholes were told to “Leave me Alone” and they have disobeyed Orders since April 2021, which is why so few of them are left!!! Yet, they are so fucking Stupid, they have not yet noticed that I am not doing anything!!! They have been getting thier asses beat by those trying to get them to stop fucking with me!!! Sad, yet True!!! I have seen all kinds of ads on my Youtube Videos, etc., from around the Entire World, in just about every Language, all the major Languages of the World. I have seen myself be reported as being outside of Azores Time, on BST (British Standard Time), Lisbon Time, and based in places like, Sioux City, Iowa, Boise, ID, Ft. Knox, KY, and even had ads in UK English, Portugal Portuguese, Brazilian Portuguese, Italian, French, Polish, German (various), Russian, American English, Spanish, some Asian Languages, etc. etc. etc. Frankly, it has been quite Entertaining!!! I may almost be Dead; however, I do get a laugh out of it every now and again… Laughing Helps with Healing and other things too…
Anyway, I am going to finish this wine and take my meds before calling it a night. I am so tired that you all have no idea. It takes so little activity to tire me out that it is incredibly difficult to explain. Yes, while most of you would be crippled and in bed, at least on the sofa all day, I trained myself over my lifetime to “will myself to move my dead body” long after most would think that it is humanly possible!!! When I was younger, in my teens and 20’s, I was an Endurance Athlete!!! I could go all day and night, almost; and that was no joke!!! I ran Duathlons for Fun!!! Run 5 k, bike 20k, run 5 k. No problem! Senior Year in High School, I regularly ran the 5000, 1600, and 3200, at every Track Meet, twice a week, and always Placed, accumulating massive points for the Team!!!
I know, most of you are “Blind” to the Fact that I have a History of Out-Performing Most; however, due to my Poor, Immigrant, and Racial Standing, I was often thrown in the garbage!!! FYI… All the Agencies, even DIA, threw me in the Garbage, way too many times… It is a good thing, a blessing from God, that I was able to be utilized by many others arond the World, after I got “left for dead” countless times by my supposed “brothers and sisters” in the USA Armed Services, and many other Organizations… I know, it was not all of them; however, it points to the Problem Today!!! We have a Leadership Group of Egomanical Self-Centered Pussies, and that is giving them too much credit, as they would sell their own Families for a Dollar, a worthless Dollar, and 15 minutes of Fame!!! It is so Disgusting that I can not even comprehend the Betrayals!!! I need to go to bed now… Before I lose my shit, again!!!
10 MAY 25
It’s ~0530. Interesting days… Pay Attention! “God works in Mysterious Ways!” Synchronicities! Notice God’s ‘Numerology’ Lessons…
Note
Well, it is after 0800… I guess I’ll get ready and go out for Breakfast, as the selection at the hotel is just the basics; and I am in the mood for an omellette. I hope you all realize, dealing with me is a waste of time, as my mind is ‘burnt’ and I am physically ‘burnt’ too. My mind isn’t just toast or mush, it has been corrupted, brain cells killed off, memories frappeed, due to all the probing of my mind to steal information and the stupidity of arguing through my implants. It is amazing how stupid so many became this generation; and so easily manipulated too.
Remember the movie: Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb??? How many of you know that it is ‘actually’ based upon a True Story? They had to change Protocols in the 1960’s, as Commanders got Stupid. The movie: Fail Safe, was another example of the crazy thinking of the early Cold War days. There are lots of movie examples out there today; however, the movies of the early 1960’s were really Dark, and the Decision Making made in the movies was really “Cold Hearted” and lacked any Humanity, as it was based on Elitist Thinking and Beliefs, not on Faith in God and Valuing Life and Family. Crazy stuff…
Pay Attention!!! These Conflicts are the “Death Throws” of the Old Guard, so-to-speak, Evil being purged… DO NOT give into the Insanity!!! 1. Russia v Ukraine, 2. Israel v Gaza, 3. India and Pakistan, etc.; and this Bullshit: USA v Denmark over Greenland, noting Greenland, the Azores, and other locations are Ancient Viking Burial Grounds, and Owned in Commonwealth, only being Administered by a selected Country. Therefore, USA wanting Greenland is basically USA Declaring War on the Entire EU and Affiliates, wanting to take over Common Owned Land, being Preserved, as it is full of 1,000 year old Viking, Templar, Human Trafficking, etc. Ceremonial Grounds and Graveyards. I am being Very Serious!!!
The “Irony” is that Denmark, Netherlands, and the British built the original Computer Equipment, the Machines that Build the Machines, that Build the Machines, that Build Processors, etc.; so, they have the Triple Zero Day Backdoors. It was fucking stupid to insert “Athena” inside “Nitro Zeus” from which STUXNET was Created, especially considering it is just a copy of the Y2K Fix “Code” that I Ferried to Seattle, and back to the Azores back in September 1999. You are Idiots today!!! Along these lines… GET CONTROL ASSHOLES!!! They are utilizing “Athena” to try and start a Nuclear War!!! They have literally been “hacking” into Military Systems and Launching Attacks with Remote Controlled Weapons of All Kinds, noting most US Planes and Navy Vessels (Ghost Fleet) are built to be operated this way today, besides just Drones, etc. Therefore, use the Triple Zero Day “Service Access Ports” to Stop the Insanity!!! Seriously!!! Bring in the Old Timers, like me, and they will Teach You Idiots how it is Done!!!
Anyway… I am done ranting and got lots of rest yesterday and last night, not going anywhere after I got back to the current hotel at 1400 hours yesterday. I desperately needed the rest!!! I am Serious!!! I am “Burnt Beyond Recognition” and am a “Shell of the Man” that I used to be in the past, with “Fragmented Memories“, a far cry from who I was even just a couple of years ago… It has been that hard; and my Health is Failing. Some day, I will fall asleep and pass away; and that will be a Good Day!!! In the meantime, I think I’ll just see what the days bring… My Advice? Thank God, for All of Us Living through The Endgame!!! COVID and All this attempt at a Never-Ending War!!! Any good Farmer knows, you Never wait until the Harvest to Harvest the Chafe/Weeds with the Wheat, and then Seperate Them, as you Weed throughout the Growing Season; so that by Harvest Time, the Weeds should be practically Non Existent… Well, shower time and off to breakfast… Lots of amazing local shops here in this ancient community, been here since ~1160, is what I think I saw written on the rocks at the Marina…
Nightcap
It’s 2144, aka 944 pm, and I am calling it a night. I feel like crap, actually , way worse… If I pass away in my sleep tonight, it’s okay. I handed off many messages today, including the What The Fuck, I was supposed to be done working long ago; so, take the handoff and run with it!!! This generation really needs a kick in the ass… Tomorrow, I move again, for 3 days, then move again, so WTF!!! Why is it so difficult for me to filter away, considering that if you had left me alone, or left me alone in April 2021 when told to leave me alone, you would probably not be in most of the shit trouble you are in today. However, in hindsight, it’s great, as you get ‘automatic’ Sentences now for having fucked with me! Congratulations!!! Is it 20 years minimum, or Life minimum… Anyway, I am going to bed, and hopefully, my tumor filled gut / torso will not explode… Se La Vie…
9 MAY 25
Awake 0333… If you are ‘Not Trying to Kill Me’, why did I just survive another attempt on my Life??? Well, answer!!!
Update
Well, I passed out and just woke up still feeling like shit. I may still throw up; and I do feel beat up. My stomach is a heavy blob at the moment; and the HVAC Unit is not even controlled by me, as it does not respond to the controller I have in the room, which seems like a room that was temporarily set up, most likely a maintenance area, as the water for the floor is controlled out of this room, in the bathroom, as the panel fell off the wall last night. Oh, who the fuck was the Staff, both here at the hotel and at the restaurant last night??? Noone seemed to know what they were doing or how to do thier job, even ignoring guests here at the hotel, and most people ordered the Alcatra last night at the restaurant, which I had jokingly said in the privacy of my own home was actually code for Human Meat, which it is not, as it is a general cut of beef, cooked local styles. Screwups, is how you catch idiots, as I boked only one day at a time, and they all showed up yesterday, thinking I only booked one day… Funny shit… In all this Craziness…
Delayed Communications
Why am I just getting weeks old Messages, emails, mail notifications at my mailbox provider, VA Disability notices for Exams and Status updates, voicemail messages, and why is my SSDI sitting there still being fucked with after 14 months, when it should have been approved under “Compassionate Care” before the end of 2024??? WTF!!! I have been told it is because “some Cunts” have been Collecting my Benefits since at least 2018!!! Others have been Claiming Conservatorship and seizing Assets, and what the fuck else!!! Not a joke!!! I was told my 1st Gold Star went on the Wall at Langley in early 2018, before my 1 Apr 2018 “Clear Me” Airport Security signup at Love Field, Dallas, TX, with my 2nd going up last week on 1 May, even though I was only ever Army!!! Army National Guard 29 Apr 1987 until 28 Apr 1993, then Army Reserve 29 Apr 1993 to 26 Jan 1996, then an Army Reserve Cadet from 27 Jan 1996 until 14 May 1998, then an MI Officer in the Army Reserve, assigned to and managed through the 42nd ID in Troy, NY, actually part of the 344th MI BN out of Ft. Goodfellow, TX, for a while, even as a Cadet in July 1997 while at Ft. Lewis, WA, for ROTC Training , they gave me 2 Unit Coins, then starting as an MI Officer on 14 May 1998 until now??? I have Missing Time from 2 Jan 2001 until 9 Dec 2001, and Reserve Status again from 10 Dec 2001 until 5 Mar 2002, as of two weeks ago, without my notification, updated as my Last Service Period with the Army. I just realized, this explains why they used OBC as a cover story for me to Train others and be Updated, during the Summer of 2000, at Ft. Huachuca, as the the 344th MI Bn is subordinate to the 111th Military Intelligence Brigade headquartered at Fort Huachuca, Arizona. Ugh… Idiots, you are still breaking my Memory Locks!!! This is the TV Series, “Severence”, done with Drugs and Hypnosis, not computer equipment, as it causes Cancer!!!
My Records are still being updated!!! Assholes, there is No OBC for “Start Treaty” Trainer and Enforcement Officer, started as the Intermediate-Range Nuclear Forces Treaty, then became START I. I became the a Trainer during my 2 weeks of Training at DIA in DC starting 7 Dec 1998!!! Dumbasses!!! I was there for Training and Trained the Trainer on Day One, both on Auditing Nukes, any Manufactured Items, and Computer and Internet Security Basics, identifying a Massive Data Protocol Breach inside an Insanely Secure SCIFF!!! WTF!!! They flew in other Officers and Senior Enlisted from around the World and I trained them as Trainers!!! Apparently, the Elitist assholes always said, It is too hard to teach you idiots how to do the job!!! Yet, I taught them within an Hour; and then, taught them how to Recruit, and Train!!! Idiots!!! That’s why I do not have a Designated MOS!!! That MOS “Does Not Exist” and Never has Existed!!! I was made an “On Call” on 26 Feb 1999, with my Orders dated 8 Feb 1999, which explains the 3 Day TDY Orders!!! WTF!!! Note, that was right after I had been at DIA HQ in DC on DIA Orders December 1998!!! FYI… Why do you think I was moved to get to the Azores Islands here in Portugal??? Lages Air Force Base,aka, Lages Field!!! Idiots!!! There were a LOT of Operations based here not that long ago, and there are still small Teams here maintaining the Facilities!!! WTF!!! How did this Generation get so fucking stupid!!! Whatever, the Cleanup continues…. Since assholes Declared WWIII on 2 Feb 2019, by Formally “Exiting” The Start Treaty!!! You know… I’m going to War with the Swamp!!! Only SWAMP Creatures speak that way, you fucking Idiots, as the Rest of us Want Peace and Prosperity, and No Nukes!!! Sealed those Bastards in thier own Tombs, as they were already encased in Concrete Bunkers!!! Melted them in place real fast!!! Fully Entombed and Sealed!!!
Knock Out Punch (No Whimpy Bitch Slapping)
Pay Attention all you Agency Assholes!!! You “BETTER” Disconnect Me from All Online Video Games and Virtual Worlds “NOW” as in “IMMEDIATELY” as you are ALL Committing Crimes, Worldwide!!! I am NOT supposed to be on “Live” Broadcast Mode, unless in a War Zone!!! Yes, my ‘original’ and Highly Secretive Implants were only occassionally being Utilized, and my Memory controlled through Drugs and Hypnosis. However, assholes (xARPA) added Cheap and Dangerous Implants that cause Cancer, cook my Brain and my Body, etc., and have been leaving them on 24/7 for only God knows how long!!!! Knock It Off!!!
CIA, Idiots!!! (I was NEVER CIA!!!) DIA sent me my DOD ID Number: 1014590885
Look it up assholes, look it up all you Cunts that were Collecting my Benefits!!! I should NOT have a Single Gold Star on the Wall at Langley, not to mention, at least 2 as of last week, 1 May, combined with the 2018 Gold Star. How many Cunts ‘collected’ Life Insurance on me, have applied for Life Insurance Payouts on me, have applied for Child and Spousal Death Benefits on me, even though we were chemically castrated back in Bootcamp in 1987 at Ft. Benning, GA., another reason they ‘Destroyed’ All Records of that Basic Training Program, they tried, as I still have mine, my Orders, and my Payroll Reports and Paystubs. The kids can NOT be mine, if I can’t have any kids; and how many wives can I possibly have that I have never ever met in my Life!!! Assholes, this is why a lot of your Loved One’s Died too, as they were ‘gaming’ the system, getting us killed, and Secretly ‘collecting’ Benefits!!! Cunts and Dicks, as you need to remember, Same-Sex-Marriage and Common Law and/or Paternity Benefits, etc.
Restaurant Recommendation
Hey assholes, I went out to lunch today to this place: Marina Grill – Quinta dos Açores and I “highly” Recommend it!!! The food was amazing, the service was amazing, almost all male waiters, and they have a great selection of wines too!!! The Azorian Wine at the top of the list, like 18E for the bottle, really good deal. I am toast, as my heart is so weak that I barely made the walk up the street before lunch, just a half mile, and slept for 2 hours after lunch. I got nothing left in me, nothing. The left side of my body, chest by my heart, is causing me a lot of pain, reminding me that it used to be on and off, as far back as over 20 years ago when I lived in downtown Waterbury, CT. So, Why? The restaurant from yesterday, O Chico, is really good too; however they are really small, while this place is big, lots of seating and right on the Marina, at the Boat Docks. Apparently, O Chico does fresh fish dinners, where they literally filet and serve up the ‘Catch of the Day’; however, it requires Reservations, which are hard to come by at a place with 50 seats total, like a dozen tables. I am NOT going out to Dinner tonight; so, don’t wait for me. Don’t forget, the early places, like O Chico, open at 1830, while most restaurants only open at 1900!!!
Other Items
Ugh… Real quick, as I am fucking tired, and am basically Dead already anyway, due to lack of rest and medical care, all moot now…
- I was the “The Start Treaty Trainer” for Auditors starting in Dec 1998.
- As an Officer, I moved ‘up the list’ as Others were Retired, Died, and/or were Killed.
- As most Officers, I was only ‘supposed to be’ a quick phone call away, even when in IRR.
- The assholes Claiming I was not on the List as they Killed them all off, was a WTF!!!
- I have been Non-Stop abused since 11 Apr 2021, and they were told to Stop!!! Ignored the Orders!!!
- The Start Treaty established a Group of “International” Auditors, and I was a Trainer, and Defacto Auditor!!!
- I was NEVER a CIA operative, as DIA was the Oversight, in Partnership with Worldwide Military Groups.
- There is No “MOS” Code for the work that I was Assigned to in 1998; however, my Expertise was Well Known!!!
- Yes, I was aware of the Nuke “sealing” situation, as I was asked about it, as I was asked about “Depleted Uranium”.
- Depleted Uranium is a Nuclear Weapon, period!!! It uses Nuclear Reactor ‘waste’ that has Catalyst, etc. in it!!!
- When Catalyst is present, the Outcome is Unknown!!! Bikini Atoll, 5 kton turned into 15 kton! Residual Ground Catalyst!
- How many Died due to illegal Experimentation by xARPA’s, since WWII??? My 1987 ‘non-existent’ ARNG Program???
- The Elitist are Idiots!!! I have ‘Real and Extensive’ Expertise, as do All those properly Recruited and Trained post-1998!!!
Obviously, I could go on and on and on and on… There is a Point here that most of you are missing; and that is most of us, recruited and trained starting in Dec 1998, never ever “bragged” about our job, and the most successful remained ‘humble’ and realized we were doing a Very Important, yet, Very Boring job, a job, and not showing off or bragging!!! We had to “give up” lots of our Lives and Memories, as: “Forgetfullness is a Requirement!” Frankly, the Trauma most of us experienced would have made it practically impossible for us to continue living somewhat normal lives. You do realize that Auditors have to “ENTER WAR ZONES” right??? How do you Audit War Crimes related to Nuclear, Biological, and Chemical Weapons without inspecting the Dead Bodies, including those of Children!!! WTF assholes!!!
My understanding is that COVID originally started here in Terceira, Azores, Portugal, in the old Viking Graveyards, where the assholes built an underground lab and started experimenting with diseases, spores, bacteria, that were buried 1,000 feet underground, as the Viking Graves go back to at least the Year 1000!!! The Azores is old, having Templar Graves, Human Trafficking Graves, etc… Then, the assholes recently added Insane amounts of single, non-looped, bundled Fiberoptic cabling, above ground and unsheathed, extra external Power Generators, and clear cut the land to get truck access to the building, not realizing the roads are too small for anything larger than a 5-meter, 15-foot truck bed. Worst of all, they started cleaning up and converting those oceanside Crematoriums and Mausoleums into Vacation Rentals, at 5.000+ per month, like 250+ night, that still have the sewage going to the Nature Preserve ocean, and God only knows what Insects hatching and flooding the units up through the sewer lines in the bathrooms, kitchens, etc. and all ‘without’ permission of the Owners, old Viking Kingdoms and Families all over Europe, mostly all the EU Countries. So, WTF!!!
Why are so many of you Mad at Me??? I was called up “Off the Bench”, “Long Retired”, to Help!!! 4+ years of Torture!!! WTF!!!
Nightcap
It’s ~2010 aka 808 PM, as I start writing this note. They moved me to a new room for today and tomorrow, then I move again on Sun thru Tue to another hotel, then…not sure yet! Such is my Life… You Idiots still do not get it!!! There are Very Few Start Treaty “Auditors”, while there are many Trained as to “What Not to Do”, as it results in Violation of The Start Treaty!!! There were only three (3) people in DC at DIA on the Team, and one was a rehired Retiree, another was one year on the Team, and the third was leaving the Team, as that was required under the Three and Up or Out Program established in the 1990’s Clinton Years. Therefore, I was one of very few that actually “knew” what the job was in Reality and not on paper!!! Idiots!!! The entire Team that I oversaw in the ARNG “did not” know what the job actually was that they were doing at the time. Period!!! Only I knew that CIA collected the data, and we processed it, and it was handled by a specific CIA Director only, to whom the reports were provided, for them to process and integrate with other reports. Intelligence requires three (3) distinct and unrelated sources!!! Idiots!!!
You Idiots ‘refuse’ to leave me alone; and that is Insane!!! You have to realize that “Contacting Me” for any Start Treaty Information is a Worldwide Crime!!! Then, you have been probing my mind, and trying to upload it into computers, including putting me and my personality into Online Video Games!!! WTF!!! That makes “All Connectors” to me Worldwide Criminals!!! You are ALL Guilty of Worldwide Espionage!!! Pick a Country, as it goes beyond just Nukes, as it was expanded, Start II, Start III, etc. to include Biological (think COVID) and Chemical (think Syria) Weapons Systems!!! You are Idiots; and now, you are aslo Guilty of Espionage and Attempting to Cover Up Crimal activities Worldwide!!! Thanks for connecting to me and Pleading Guilty, via IP address, video, audio, online gaming, experimenting on me, etc. etc. etc. Good Times!!! (Not for you Idiots!!!)
I am going to give you another Rude Awakening… When you see all these stories: US Air Force and Navy ‘elephant walk’ in Japan could be ‘largest seen’, it is a Cover Story!!! They are ALL SURRENDERING!!! These asshole Commanders got together and Declared War on the World back during Trump’s ‘first’ Term, you Idiots!!! Remember, War Against the Swamp!!! WTF!!! It has been Insane the last Seven (7) years and counting; since: President Donald Trump announced on 20 October 2018 that he was withdrawing the US from the Intermediate-Range Nuclear Forces Treaty (INF Treaty). This Insanity goes back a long time to the Cold War, from which we got the INF Treaty, START I, START II, START III, RS-24, and New START. I am thinking this is where Elon Musk is getting all the Booster Rockets, from Russia’s old ICBM’s, and they are Contaminated, as an FYI, like the Black Mold at Chernobyl, which is Toxic and Radioactive. Frankly, COVID actually “Backfired” on the assholes, as everybody find there way back to “Faith in God” and started “Valuing Family and Life”, again, for the first time in a long time!!! Globally too!!!
Personal Note
Frankly, I am Pissed Off that the Traitors inside the USA are Blaming Me for “Saying Yes” on the Audit of Nuclear Weapons utilization around the World the last two (2) decades, which bodes the question, who had been lying all this time!!! I was thrown away, literally left for Dead, many times, by the assholes; and this time, others picked me up and asked me for Help. I Helped!!! Idiots, Life on Earth was “On the Line”; and the asshole Cultists of The Law of One, aka I AM GOD, had taken over Critical Infrastructure and were ready to “Kill Them All. Let God Sort Them Out.” FYI, my 1987 Basic Training included that Bullshit Training!!! I was just trying to Live My Life; and anytime anything started going well, I got “Crushed” and put back to work for assholes, Illegally!!! I was ONLY Army and DIA, and assigned to International Teams. It is Bullshit that you will not even allow me Medical Care, nor approve my SSDI or VA Disability, after 14 months and 34 months, respectively!!! Bullshit!!! However, I am more than Happy that I was able to Help at this Time!!! All Uncompensated assholes; so, fuck off!!! Why do you think Military Officers, even in Retirement are kept track of to this day??? Because, a five minute call with one of us, saves a lot of fucking time!!!
Now, get off my back, get me approved, and let me get medical care, ASAP. You know I’m really sick; and you just exposed me to stuff I don’t even know about yet! What was Life Expectancy after you burned my heart during the cardioversion last Feb, 13 months, plus or minus 6 months!!! You know why you didn’t finish the job then, nor last Wed Apr 30, here in Terceira, Azores, at the Hospital? It is all recorded as an FYI!!! It is because my body is mostly dead, hardened, meaning the electricty flows slowly, aka higher resistance!!! Why have you not been able to give me a Heart Attack or a Stroke??? My heart is barely functioning, probably 20% Ejection Fraction on the upper chambers, and Grade III Dyastolic on the lower chambers; so, when you try to kill me, you basically give me a normal heart beat for a second. Idiots!!! I have the Watchman implant too for blocking Strokes. I am barely alive, technically speaking, almost zombie like; and when I start healing, even when my brain starts healing, you keep hitting me with frequency attacks!!! WTF!!! It’s Murder!!!
It’s 2100, I have ranted longer than I expected to rant… Obviously, after my big lunch, I did not need to eat again. I am going to call it a night now; and try and get some more rest. Yes, I slept for a couple of hours and did very little after lunch; however, I do not think you ll realize how incredibly hard it is for me to do ‘anything’ that requires physical activity beyond five (5) minutes. It literally feels like a workout, a really hard workout!!! How slow have I been walking around??? I even though about buying a cane today!!! Anyway, bed calls… How about you all let me get some sleep!!! If I die by morning, at least I’ll be at Peace, and not in Pain anymore…
8 MAY 25
Interesting Day, ~0600, up ~0300, almost ready to run… VE Day! Finally! Why did USA only take Nazi (Paperclip) Assholes? Naptime…
Unfuckingbelievable
Where to start… The fucking Cunts are so Insane that they are still trying to Destroy the World rather than go to Prison for what they have done!!! I am beat red right now and ready to puke; so, I am guessing they poisioned my food at the restaurant, again. The food there was good; but my take out was shitty. The place was packed by 1845, way too early for locals and this time of year; so, they were all assholes there waiting to watch me die!!! Again!!! I am literally waiting to run to the bathroom to puke; not like this since 1 June 2021 at Bob’s Steakhouse in Plano, TX, after the pitstop at Del Frisco’s Grille. Pathetic!!! Or, was it my Medications that you Poisioned that I picked up today!!! Radiation Poisioning!!! WTF!!!
FYI… The Start Treaty that Trump Admin pulled out of in 2019, 2 Feb 2019, was actually a Surrender Agreement singned by All World Governments in 1987, to Stop Using Nukes; so, pulling out was a “Declaration of War” against the Entire World. I get it, you assholes, cunts, cocksuckers, are all mad you are going to prision for Life with No Amenities!!! We don’t give a Fuck!!! I was reporting to those that oversee Solar Warden; so, you really fucked up this time!!! COVID, really!!! WTF!!! RIght after pulling out of the Surrender Agreement and Declaring War! WTF!!! OMG, my stomach is about to blow; and I was only able to drink a couple of glasses of wine. The rest will be garbage. Speaking of, they tested all my food stuffs I threw out today when moving; and yes, you have been poisioning the shit out of me!!! WTF!!! You call me a Treasonist; and you killed Billions, WTF!!!
7 MAY 25
It’s ~0200; and I guess I am not yet back on a normal Human bio-rythmic cycle. Fuck… So fucking annoying…
Dun Dun Dun
It’s almost 2000, 8 pm; and I am just going to chill for the rest of the night, bed soon… I am going to try and make another escape tomorrow, find another place to lay low, in peace and quiet, for the first time in over 5 years… Hopefully!!! All my web stuff and appinto email all go dark, as I non-renewed the subscriptions at the beggining of Jun and Jul…counting the days… Now, if I can only get them to approve my Disability, instead of keeping on reporting me as Deceased, I can afford to live without insane stress. What the Hell, my muscles are so weak, my heart and rib cage hurt like a mother’fucker, and I have countless other pains; yet, all I get is jerked around, as apparently, some Cunts somewhere have been collecting my SSDI, VA Disability, and even Child Payments for over a Decade, even though they chemically castrated us in Basic Training in Summer 1987, not counting the line from last week, after they gave me another Gold Star on the Wall at Langely, even though I was NEVER CIA, just DIA. WTF!!! I am NOT Dead yet; not as far as I know… Peace… Out…
6 MAY 25
It’s ~0630 and a shitty start to the day. Let me guess, Revenge of the Sith? You know the Jedi ‘slaughtered’ them all, right!
Nightcap
It’s only ~2030, aka 830 pm; and it has been a long day. WTF… I am in a lot of pain on the left side of my body, where my ribs got cracked / broken, where I have black and blue marks from what intially looked like cuts on 30 Apr, my muscles or something keep causing me cramping pains by my heart on the left side of my chest, my head hurts and I wonder if my skull is cracked after I got my head ‘intentionally’ smashed into a large vase the morning of 30 Apr, with my head still being very tender, the bones in my feet and toes are still painful, my tailbone still cracks, many other pains, bumps, and bruises, etc. I could go on and on; however, I am just hoping to get some rest; and starting tomorrow, get moving again, as the insects, flies, roaches, etc. are all hatching here, especially in the sewer lines that go direct to ocean, and the multiple types of mold are now growing fast, and this is not the time of year to be in this Safehouse, an old Viking Crematorium and Graveyard for over 1,000 years. It is time to get out before all the insects hatch, and who knows what else… I thought I’d be ready by tomorrow; but when I tried to call and get my banking stuff updated with Deluxe Payment Exchange, the Tech Support woman said I had to call after 0830; and I was like WTF, it is way past 0830, Where the Fuck are you Located? She said, let me check! WTF! I disconnected, WTF!!! They are supposed to be on USA Central Time, so WTF!!! I even checked on my monthly Disability Payment, as SSDI and VA Disability have been placed on Hold for some fucking reason, and it turned out that somebody had stopped my Disability check too!!! WTF!!! I now know why they left me a voicemail on 2 May, to see if I was still alive, or Dead, as Reported, after I got BURNED by CIA!!! WTF!!! Anyway, I just took a bunch of OTC pain meds, aspirin, paracetamol, naproxen, and even some duloxetene, which I take nightly. I am hoping I can get some sleep, for a change… What a fucking shitshow…. I’m done venting for now….
5 MAY 25
0822 AZOST, I was assigned to The Start Treaty on 8 Dec 1998. These Orders are for that Assignment, as an Army Reserve Officer!!!
Nightcap
Hey assholes! Let me explain something to you…. “The Start Treaty” is way more SIGNIFICANT than you all know; and killing an Auditor, Burning Me Worldwide, is Beyond Comprehension!!! To get to me, they had to kill many others that were in line ahead of me!!! Overall, it is good for Humanity, as this undoes the 1972 and 1987 Treaties, aka Surrender Agreements!!! That’s right, this removes the “D” from “DARPA”, which they only got in 1972!!! They are ALL TOASTED!!! It does not matter if I live another day, as I did my job; and now, they are Toast, literal Toast, for Burning Me!!! Note that the EU had to come to my Protection after I asked for Asylum and the cunts tried to kill me on Wed 30 Apr anyway at a local Hospital. It is so Insane, it is Incomprehensible!!! Note that I started in 1987 as just a Victim, then in 1998, I became an Auditor, and then just a backup; so, WTF happened for me to get back to the Top of The List? FYI… They killed everybody else… I was Nuclear, then they expanded it to NBC, then, to all my areas of Expertise, which are way too many… Anyway, they fucked up!!! Finally!!! Thank You God!!! I’m going to bed…
4 MAY 25
Fuck You and May the Forth Be With You
My Current Status = Life Support through Cybernetics
There are a whole bunch of assholes that seem to not understand that they have killed me, and every time that I get some healing, they kill me again, cook my brain with microwaves, etc. I m am “Technically” on Life Support at the Moment; and it makes my Life a Living Hell!!! Not a Joke, a Living Hell!!! All because some assholes want Patents; and as an FYI, The Start Treaty also makes it ILLEGAL to Hold Any Patents on Human Life and/or Life Saving Systems!!! Period!!! Therefore, more Crimes, more Crimes, more Crimes!!! The Solar Warden Program started in the 1980’s was to Establish a Police Force to Police ‘All of Earth’, and not to become assholes; so, they have now been Disbanded and most have been Arrested for thier Activities!!!
It has been communicated countless times that I am technically almost Brain Dead, and that I go in and out of Counsciousness; therefore, why am I being utilized as a Toy!!! WTF!!! That was the Military Version, StormTrooper Program, allowing us to be used as Toys on the battelfields until we were individually destroyed. Who “authorized” another Program in 2018, when it had been made Illegal after the 1987 Debacle with my Training Group at Ft. Benning, GA.??? As of 2020, I was only one of four still alive, now the last one; and only because I was made an Audtior and Trainer and whatever else was needed for The Start Treaty, who are those that “Oversee”, oversaw, The Solar Warden Program, most of whom are now in Jail and/or Dead, after thier own IG Investigated them. Yes, this turned into quite the shitshow.
Basically, I am a ‘shell’ of a Man in the Literal Sense, even Holistic Sense. They can heal my body, slowly over time; but, not when some assholes are ‘constantly’ turning off the Life Support equipment and trying to turn me into Toast by micro wave radiation, electrical waves and signals. The Cybernetics, think modern version of The Six Million Dollar Man, work with my Brain to help me function; but assholes keep trying to hack into my Brain and use me as a Toy, which is why we know they are ‘buying’ the Access Codes, and not hacking into my Military, Brain Implant, now NOT coded in English. Therefore, I am ‘constantly’ being Assassinated, as that is what happens when you Intentionally Turn Off Life Support Equipment and/or Life Monitoring and Saving Equipment, is it now??? Do you get it now… My Life is a Living Hell; and Patenting any of this Technology is Illegal under The Start Treaty, whatever number we are on today; and you can NOT just “Withdraw” from a SURRENDER AGREEMENT!!! Assholes!!!
Mid Day
Well, it’s almost 1400, and I posted the above around 0100. Crazy times… I noticed that people are moving into the newly opened buildings, houses, here in my area. FYI… This is an Old Viking Funerary area, meaning this is a Massive Graveyard with Mosuleums, that have been here for over 1,000 years. Do you have any idea how toxic the gases are rising from the sewer pipes in the houses, how many body eating insects are hatching now, in droves, how the ashes of the Dead are everywhere, including in the chimney’s etc., etc. etc. etc.; and I saw people in bikini’s today here to vacation!!! WTF!!! $5,000 per month to Die! WTF!
This area is owned by Denmark, and the Azores, as Greenland and other places are all Ancient Burial Grounds; so, WTF are you all doing living amoung the Dead, and why are these properties listed for rent online, CASH Only, as people will literally get eaten alive and/or poisioned if they live here in them. The flies are hatching by the 1,000’s around me now. I know to leave the windows and doors open for them to leave, which the tourists do not do; and they bring thier kids. WTF!!!! There has been too much Construction in this area, Illegal; and the Sewer lines flow DIRECTLY to the Ocean, a Nature Preserve with Endangered Species; so, WTF!!!!
If you are wondering why I am here? I am here related to work, as an Auditor for The Start Treaty. I have been on these Islands, in the Azores, and many others around the World, during Inspections, mostly for a day or two, rarely more than a week or two, with this time now being 3 months and counting. I am placed here when in “Isolation” after Exposure to Unknown Toxins, as I am usually the only person around for a mile, 2 km, or more at any time. So, WTF are Tourists doing in this area??? I was last in the house in 2000, for Y2K, and at the End of the Street in 2010, for Arab Spring, and now here to wrap up COVID, as I work on Auditing of Nuclear, Biological, and Chemical “Exposures” and/or Weapon Systems War Crimes. I work via Drug and Hypnosis Induced Memory Compartmentalization, just like in the TV Series ‘Severance”, which was preparing you for these announcements, without computers as they give you Cancer in the Brain. This time, all barriers broken…. Anyway, I am waiting to be moved to a Treament Center, as I just got a Blister on my Leg today; however, I am healing well. Since I have lived in this building before today, I am not targeted much as I blend right in with the Environment, and I make sure to keep the doors and windows open, even at night. The Bonus, they can compare what has changed from 2000 to Today, and the Environment has Improved, Significantly!!!
Scientific Note
For those that do not understand, ask your Scientists, your Researchers, your Experts, the Importance of my Personal Situation; and why People should not be living in a Graveyard that is 1,000’s of Years Old, like I am Today. There is no reason that I should be allowed to continue living in my current location, and I need to be in a controlled environment, a Treatment Center, to try and keep me from getting sicker; and it allows for Medically Managing my health. For example, the new Blister on my calf could be a new disease or just a water bubble; but, checking it is important. I have lived here before, and I was recently exposed to many diseases; however, my body is responding well, most likely T-Cell response, which is great, meaning we probably already have Treatments to these new disease variants. I do not know what to tell you… If you want to move me, you know my desired locations, and you know I can be very easy to work with daily, as long as you are not fucking me over…
Nightcap
Well, it’s almost 2040, and I am ready to call it a night, after being beat on all day today, as the idiots did not realize today was VE Day in Europe, not Star Wars Day, dumbasses. There were lots of Cannon and other Firearms Fired today, and it was great to hear!!! Anyway, I took a picture of the Blister on my left leg above my ankle, as it became more defined as the day has progressed. check it out. Side note… Please feel free to do what you need to do; and don’t worry about me, as if you pick me up in my sleep and I wake up in the ER, it would NOT be the First Time, probably not even the Second… I’ve had a Brutal 5+ years… since Dec 2019… I am going to try to go to sleep soon; however, my rib pain, at the moment, is brutal, simply brutal…
3 MAY 25
It’s 0933 AZOST… just kicking it back today, still in Treatment. Yes, I “Trained” All the START Treaty Auditors too in Dec 1998 in DC!!!
1250 AZOST… WTF, they are still at it… The assholes just tried killing me again. I woke up again… Time for a #2…
It’s almost 1850… Long Day… I am so fucking tired… I’m battered and broken beyond my own understanding… I’ll make this short, as I need to rest. I am currently living in a 1.000+ year old Viking Crematorium and Ceremonial Center, shared by all the Viking Tribes, which is why the Azores is an Autonomous Region of Portugal, and Greenland is an Autonomous Region of Denmark, simply for Administrative purposes. I am “literally” living amoung the Dead, as I did when I lived in The Lincoln House in Downtown, Waterbury, CT; and apparently, as in many other places, like the WWII Barracks at Ft. Benning, GA, at the original Harmony Church in 1987 and 1988 (Training Only). Why are People destroying and rebuilding here on Sacred Burial Grounds new housing for Rental on Terceira? It is wrong!!! Why would you Disturb the Dead??? Frankly, I suspect I was “allowed” to Live here by the King of Denmark and his Viking Family connections; however, I was supposed to be protected, not attacked by USA assholes. I need to leave ASAP as the weather is warming up and all the ashes of the dead are falling all over the house, out of the chimney’s etc., above the stove, and the insects are all now awakening. I have No Control of my Life; however, a Life of Service, Serving Life, is a Life Well Lived!!!
1840 and I just got reminded to say this…. First, the Latency and Worldwide Internet Issues are being caused by the 100 Terabyte bundled fiber cables that run in front of my location, with no shielding, and in a straight line, and not in a circular loop, which is Insane!!! Second, in the Programs, I achieved ranks of 3 Star Army General ‘and’ Navy Admiral. (No Joke!) Third, I never ever gave a shit about Rank, as I just cared about getting the job done. You assholes passed me around way too many times…
Nightcaps
Well, I am in a lot of pain… The broken ribs are really bothering me, especially when I cough… My whole body has been pulverized, aka tenderized, beaten to a pulp. Plus, no matter how many times I say it, you assholes, cunts and dicks, keep pushing on me and probbing my mind, a ‘Literal’ CRIME under The Start Treaty, 1987, if not the 1972 Treaty, and Guilty meaning up-to Life in Prision and maybe even Death. You have broken many of my Memory Locks; and I am remembering many things, beyond your Comprehension, including “all out conversations” that I am NOT supposed to Remember!!! WTF is wrong with you assholes!!! You actually have fucked yourselves!!! Do you see these Markers here on Terciera, like a the House I am at right now, with 2000 on it? This is where I finished the Y2K Fix, and the end of the street, entrance, is the 2010 fix, and how many are over at Porto Martins, Terceira, where I was before here, all in Crematoriums!!!! How about Sao Miguel, I have been there at least three times, in Hotel Arcanjo, guessing 1987, 1988, and 1989? WTF, assholes!!! STOP!!! You “know not” the Hell you have brought unto yourselves, and just yourselves, so stop demanind more Hell unto yourselves!!! Don’t forget, I had to tell the Yellow Berets, back in the Day, when they ripped the 3-Star Army BDU Cap off my head, fuck off, you are being delt with now!!!
Well, it’s 1942, aka 742, and I am going to bed… I am in a lot of pain right now, especially where I had my ribs broken on my left side, and have black and blue bruses and cut marks from the sacraficing of the lamb ceremony last weekend, Easter. I am really hurting and being forced to sleep. Best I can tell you is reference the shows: Severance (without the computer chip ala The Manchuruan Candidate with Frank Sinatra), and also, Pay It Forward. Anyway, I am going to bed, and I am taking a pounding right now… My whole body is swollen, chills, pain, stabbing pain, etc, etc, etc… I have no idea the status of my heart as my mini monitor got smashed; so, who knows, maybe I’m just sitting in Limbo right now awaiting Judgement…
2 MAY 25
It’s ~2020, WTF! Insanity! More later… I heard I got a 2nd Gold Star at Langley yesterday! WTF! EU Security has swarmed me the last few days. It has been Insane!!! WTF! Why would the USA BURN A START Treaty Auditor, assigned December 1998??? WTF!!! As an FYI, Army Reserve Enlisted, 1994, Officer 1998 to today, as Officers are always On Call, so to speak… “Severance” Style, via hypnosis…
It’s ~2130, and I am calling it a night… It’s been a rough 5+ years, no joke… Why? I ended up picking up a lot of extra work as the other Auditors, etc., dissappeared…. Pay Attention: START I (Strategic Arms Reduction Treaty) included a lot more than is known to the Public or Posted Online. Short version… It is a “WORLDWIDE TREATY” that addresses the utilization of Nuclear, Biological, and Chemical Weapons and/or Systems!!! You will find my Info in your “Briefcases” worldwide, not just the Nuclear Breifcases. In fact, many of your Leaders today, were trained by me personally in December 1998, in Washington, DC, at DIA HQ. Yes, there were many on the list ahead of me; so, what happened, for me, to have to be called back up and put to work….
Anyway, I am so fucking tired that you have no idea. I am going to call it a night, as I am still nursing broken ribs, a cracked skull, broken bones in my feet and toes, chemical exposure, and only God knows what else, that were not addressed when I went to the “hospital” on Wed. Basically, I am beat to shit… However, my part is completed, at least I fucking Hope so, as last Tue marked 38 years of Service in the US Army. However, someOne flushed me away again, put me on ice, etc. etc. etc. The good thing, we get and got “automatic” help!!! The Miracles I have witnessed out there working… Incomprehensible!!!