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Thank you for visiting my site! It contains my musings, a basic Biography, my Books and Articles.
Personal Ramblings…
If you don’t like them, then “Don’t read them!” Except the Books, those are Educational, and Free! I miss the days of being Healthy! FYI, you Will Find “In Reverse Order” November 2024 through 15 March 2025 on the Postings Page. Note: I have found VENTING here Online, to be more Therapeutic, and gotten Better Results than ‘your’ Counseling thru the VA…
Today 3 April 2025
Well, this is Round 2, as I already had all of today’s updates “Majically Deleted” at 1800 AZOST, 1400, 2 PM EST US Time!!!
Well, I had made a lot of updates today; but it is now 1915 AZOST, my time, and then someone, who I suspect is helping out at the White House, or at SRI, or CIA, rudely interrupted, and “Deleted” all my updates, then pretended to be Tech Support when I called in for help my site. I will fix the rest of this page, the deletions, tomorrow, as I am really tired…
This is a quick Summary… I “Re-Organized” the website, added a Legal Page which will have information on what to do after I ‘Pass Away’, considering I am really sick, with Congestive (Grade C) and Diastolic (Grade III) Heart Failure, after my 1,000 Volt Failed Cardioversion last 19 Mar 2024 at a VA Hospital in CT, as I was still in decent shape beforehand. Plus, I have other health issues, and I have lost over 40 lbs, ~20 kg, since my Cardiac Ablation Surgery on 13 Jan, just 11 weeks ago, without trying!!! That is a bad sign!!! Although, now I am being told that it has to do with me being in extended periods of Hibernation, whatever…
By Hibernation, the excuse is that I am being moved through Space and Time, and the Travel is Hard on the Human Body, meaning that unlike what we see in Movies, where people just go to sleep in a pod for the journey, they have to wake me up regularly, long enough to eat ‘solid’ food to stablize my digestive system, and exercise my mind and body, even if it just for a short period, to mitigate muscle atrophy and the death of the brain, among a few other things. The Result being that when I ‘arrive’ in the Future, catch up to the Timeline, so-to-speak, my integration into a new, modern, advanced society, will be easier on me Mentally and Physically. Limiting Shock, to keep me from “Dying” from Shock!!! Maybe it’s just another mind-fuck; yet, it makes sense…
I believe the Original story, I developed an Aggressive Cancer Post Surgery. Another Reason some One Deleted these updates earlier today? Anyway, I did apply for SSDI in Florida, last April, and I am told, they did nothing with my Case for 8 months, then sent it to the State of Tennessee for Processing, and they have had it for 3 months, and have done nothing with my Case, as they “Re-Started” the Clock on me, even though I should Qualify for Compassionate Allowance. Instead, I was told, give them about 3 months more on my Case! Oh, it does not stop there either, as I applied for Veterans Disability too, and I was REJECTED, based on No Service Connection; however, I have my Attorney asking them “How Can They Reject Me” if DIA/CIA Deleted my Records, and the only Information they have on me for Service Records is such a mess that it shows me as joining the CT Army National Guard in High School, at Age 17 “as a Military Intelligence Officer” on my first day of being Enlisted. No Joke!!!
Nightcap 3 Apr 25
Well, it was an Interesting day… I find it Ironic that every time that I try to filter away and blend into the background, it usually comes with an attempt on my Life. Ironic… I say, “I’m Done, Out!” Immediately… I’m attacked. Insanity!!! One of the Most Disappointing things to me is that I now “KNOW” that I can Not Return to the USA and that they will Do Everything Possible to Deny Me SSDI Benefits, knowing my Private Disability Insurance Ends soon, or the Cancer will get me. If I were to return, they’d Arrest me, send me to a Prison in El Salvador to Die, No Joke! Today, the World is Upside Down!!! Good thing it’s being Fixed…
Maybe This Is The Reason My Site Updates Got Deleted As I Was Posting This Item
I started an attempt at creating a “Disclosure Story” that addresses many of the Old Mythos and many Existing “Conspiracy Theories” into a Single Story, a Timeline “Post” Mandela Effects, etc. Then, as soon as I wrote the item that follows, as the Outline I was making was a real mess, I wrote the following Executive Summary to try an Organize my thoughts…
This Executive Summary for the Story I was Drafting Blew My Own Mind
God Creates the Ethereal World and The Devil ‘decides’ to ‘Challenge and Outdo God’ by Creating a Material World based on God’s Ethereal World. However, the Material World is Built by “Merging Ethereal Beings and Material Beings” into ‘One Being’ and the Result is ‘Insanity”, the Insane World, Creation, in which we have been living for only God Knows How Long, as after all, a ‘blink’ of an eye for God could be Billions of Years for us here on Earth… The Material World then Utilizes Half Technology and Half Ethereal Beings to Manage Creation, basically made of 50/50 Organic and Non-Organic Materials. The resultant outcome is ‘Traumatized Beings’ and they go Insane, and ‘Time Starts Looping’ as they keep forcing Cycles due to their “Clocks” Running Out and needing to be Reset, or Rebooted, etc. creating Mayhem, Disfunction, Pure Insanity….among many other things….